Thursday, April 1, 2010
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Yesterday's Swensens was great but the night ended in a shitty note.
I had a hell lot of fun @ Swensens with the OCs, we camwhored, laughed, joked, ate and crapped a lot there, caused much of a noise pollution there.
When i'm about home, dad was waiting for me already. He began to rant at me from the journey of the mrt all the way home. He literally shout again. To him, everything that i tried to explain became excuses and crap just to cover up my 'mistakes' . Back home, he just started to confront mum and the both of them just called me over and questioned me this and that, accusing me of lying again. They said i waste money to go out for a dinner when there is dinner provided at home and whatsoever. Its just a simple dinner outing with my OCs and they made a big fuss over it. No doubt, obviously i get irritated and frustrated (like duh) and went to shower, got online and talked to B.
The telephone convo ended cos his dad wanted him to sleep. The insensitive me said I hate you to him on msn. Thats how another war started.
we quarrelled, i cried, i scolded him and myself, i start to text and i cry myself to sleep again hoping to fix this broken heart the next day.
i'm back to having single eyelids now. thanks for all the tears i've let out last night. somehow, i'm still hearing the cracking in there.
:( the worst part is, i still happened to dreamt of him last night.
joems blogged at 10:03 AM