Sunday, June 13, 2010
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Sometimes i just don;t know how to deal with pub matters. Not as in the work stuff but the relationship with our members.
Its just nerve wrecking to hearing them saying they feel obligated to come to club and have meetings, doesnt enjoy themselves at all, don't know anyone, damn boring or idk whatsoever reasons they could think of.
Their intention of quitting just kept demoralizing me and made me think very hard on how to make them not feel that way. Its hard, extremely hard.
I kinda asked a few for advice on how to deal with this matter. I tried their method and it kinda worked for the first meeting but now.. Jon says he feels like quitting but he doesnt know what he wants now.
i dont know what he wants either. I made much effort to bring him in cos i know he will contribute to pub, no doubt jeslynn contributed too but yeah. i bet nicole know what i'm trying to say here. :(
i dont want pub to fall, thats why i'm getting worried and upset over it.
i know i have to stop thinking of the negative stuff but i just cant help it. the thought of club fall just break me down and making me feel more demoralized.
i can't keep asking nicole for help and keep disturbing her.
she has her work to fret for and besides, shes in yr3, i cant depend on her all day long.
i just hope i can try to convince him or talk to him and wish for the better though.
now i wonder how i managed to take care the whole of CCC last time when now, i cant even handle a member in my small department of 2 members.
What a disappointment Joemin, what a disappointment. >:
Its just nerve wrecking to hearing them saying they feel obligated to come to club and have meetings, doesnt enjoy themselves at all, don't know anyone, damn boring or idk whatsoever reasons they could think of.
Their intention of quitting just kept demoralizing me and made me think very hard on how to make them not feel that way. Its hard, extremely hard.
I kinda asked a few for advice on how to deal with this matter. I tried their method and it kinda worked for the first meeting but now.. Jon says he feels like quitting but he doesnt know what he wants now.
i dont know what he wants either. I made much effort to bring him in cos i know he will contribute to pub, no doubt jeslynn contributed too but yeah. i bet nicole know what i'm trying to say here. :(
i dont want pub to fall, thats why i'm getting worried and upset over it.
i know i have to stop thinking of the negative stuff but i just cant help it. the thought of club fall just break me down and making me feel more demoralized.
i can't keep asking nicole for help and keep disturbing her.
she has her work to fret for and besides, shes in yr3, i cant depend on her all day long.
i just hope i can try to convince him or talk to him and wish for the better though.
now i wonder how i managed to take care the whole of CCC last time when now, i cant even handle a member in my small department of 2 members.
What a disappointment Joemin, what a disappointment. >:
joems blogged at 7:45 AM